It’s so funny how people never get what they want in their lives and complaing whole the time that we want this we don’t what that.
But I guess it’s the nature of being to never satisfy and make lives better no matter how.
And I am too never the part of “out-of-league”.
I too have my own desires to fulfill things and accomplish what I really want.
Let me be honest, I have got a book called “Gift of life” given by my friends.
I never actually wanted that book to be red by me, but you peer pressure, social convention, society-force, etc. made me to open it.
I opened it actually and I am reading the book for past 3 6 months.
Why I don’t know but I am reading it comprehending it what does this book actually want from me.
But when I look back on the whole thing of pursuing me, I felt bad that no one ever asked me what I wanted.
Forget anyone, even I didn’t ask myself what I really wanted.
But you know after pondering for a long time I came to know that I have this underlying lurking wish to get other book :
Eye of beauty.
Whenever I think about it, my mind stops working and continues to be in state of nirvana.
I know I may never achieved the stature to read the new book or to do what I wanted, but I have this epiphany that someday everything’s gonna be fine.
Someday or other I would be free.
Someday or other I would have my choice.